Just a rambling rose

So this week has been, just a week.
Work was fine and it's nice to be getting back on my feet money wise. Not totally there yet but managed to pay back the money I borrowed from the inlaws yesterday, so happy about that. Just have to make sure we have enough for the easter break but that wont cost a lot. Plenty of things we can do on the cheap and hopefully the weather is nice so I can take the kids fishing again, maybe this time they will give me a chance to do some. Funny thing is, Faith wants to hold a fish next time she catches one and then was asking about cooking it on a camp fire which I find really funny as most of the time she is basically a vegetarian because she states "I love animals". I don't have an issue with that and accomidate her the best I can. Wonder if I can get her to eat some sushi or sashimi? At least she is more adventurous  than her mum who wont even eat anything spicy, one thing I miss about not working in the city is access to a good curry at lunch time. Lunch isn't lunch if your eyes aren't sweating lol.

School hollidays have started and Ryan has come down with a cold which he has passed onto his mum. Ryan being a kid is still running around the best he can, just leaving a trail of snot behind is all but Wendy has taken to her bed so I guess I wont see her for a week. She didn't seem impressed when I asked her if she had a man cold. Bummer though coz it meant I have been stuck in the house for the weekend but we made the most of it and watched some movies in the shed yesterday.

Speaking of movies, am I the only one who is sick of this shakey cam style of filming in war or action movies? Seriously I think it is just an excuse to try to not get good acting, effects, sets, just make it shakey to try to cover up the fact of a shitty movie and try to make it look like a documentary. Well sorry fuckers this is a movie so film the fucking thing, if I wanted badly shot out of focus shit I would get it from youtube.

Ok seeing as I seem to be having a whinge, am I the only one who thinks people sometimes use the fact they have a chemical imbalance to act like assholes? It doesn't seem to matter if they have a mental illness or PMS or just are depressed it still seems to be a licence for bad behaviour to me. Sure I do understand that we react different when in this state and that even though we recognise what is happening it is hard to stop ourselves from reacting even though we know it is wrong. But there is the point, it is hard but not impossible! But it seems that most just seem to take the easy road and act like assholes and then blame their actions on their state of mind or physical situation. That is not just lazy but so self centred it is bordering on abuse. They have no idea of what this does to everyone elses state of well being or the sense of lonelyness and isolation it causes when you treat people this way and their excuse? I have PMS/Depression?etc. Sorry people but if you recognise why you feel the way you do but don't try to not react in certain ways you are just using it as an excuse for bad behaviour. Not saying you are able to control the way you react all the time but an effort being made is all I am asking for. Mmm I wonder if saying that is just giving people an excuse to act like tards? lol

On a positive note Progression Tattoo had it's open day fundraiser for Japan yesterday and raised a shit load of cash which is great. So happy it went well and eveyone had a good time, it's often hard to do these types of events as some time has passed and with so much media coverage now days it is easy for people to just close off to the sadness and compassion fatigue to set in, so it was great to read of so many coming out. Pretty sure if you missed the day but still want to contribute they would take your donations other wise go to the red cross site and donate https://www.redcross.org.au/Donations/onlineDonations.asp 

Well I think I have rambled enough for now I'll just leave you with a thought.
Try not to give mixed messages.
Point in example: Ryan dressed himself in a beenie, sunglasses, necklace, sherriff badge, and carried a pirate sword but then runs through the lounge yelling "Don't look at me".
Mmm I wonder if I can get through the week without acting the same?

Jack